ok, i feel rather down today. or rather rather pissed off, frustrate. not at anyone else... just a feeling la... there are things that i feel should be done but could not bear the heart to do it at all...
have you ever done things like this before, spend a few days like this.... when watching a comedy, we laughed along with the lame jokes.out with friends, we are able to enjoy ourselves, sing along in the ktv, the next moment we are down in the pit, just with a single thought or with a single sms.... ups and downs are the way things work in life. life is like a rollercoaster isn't it? :>

later going over to chinatown for our little boy boy's birthday party. i'm supposed to be there now actually but just couldn't get myself moving..can sense the old tracy coming back again.shit... but yeah, eventually i'll find my way there. maybe after that a slow long walk,...things are getting stagnant again like in my previous holidays..shit.